May 2010
49 posts
“Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within.”
—Sigmund Freud
“Love is given unconditionally ano ka ba. *batok*”
—Jopi Arce, his reply when I was making drama about how I feel so unworthy of love. HAHAHAHA.
new number and phone
Almost done fixing my phone book. Grabe losing a phone and having no back-up for the contacts, calendar and notes is such a pain.
Sayang yung ref/remote control/ice shaver-looking phone ko (E90 hahahaha). Pero mas sayang yung contacts, calendar and notes. Gaaaaah… I feel like I lost a boyfriend. Not that I ever had one. Hahaha. Feeling ko lang, losing one will feel similar to this. :))
Really enjoying my new phone now though. It’s sleeker and I think it caters more to my needs.
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I watch him move synchronously with the sound that never existed, and watch the back of his head ever so intently. The air strangely smells of coffee, dreams and tenderness. I don’t know which is harder. This or the lecture.
My heart thumped one loud beat that no one will be bothered about except myself.
WHAT A DAY
I couldn’t even begin to fathom how I managed to get through this day (well yesterday actually since it’s almost 2:00 AM already).
I rode 3 cabs today. One of which brought me from Shaw Blvd. to Pedro Gil, Manila in like 15 minutes. That was around 8:00 PM so traffic hour pa yun. And I was rushing because I can’t be late for Ate Kris’s birthday surprise. Pero grabe, manong driver was the best. I still believe in the power of side roads and shortcuts. ;)
Oh, and I missed rehearsals today. :)) Pinaka-X I know. Sorry Kuya GK. Hihi. ^__^
And I found a new study place in QC. CBTL Ayala Heights is <3. Thanks Mich! You’re probably one of the very few people who keep me sane. It’s always refreshing to see you.
And somebody just got a whole new wardrobe today. :) We love you Ate Kris!
Me, being the incoherent person that I am, can’t explain how incredible today was really. I can’t believe nagawa ko yun lahat.
But I only have one conclusion for today.
I need a car. :))
unbelievable
Puwede magmura? As in seriously??? ERAP???!!!
What the fuck to the nth level talaga! I wasn’t expecting this AT ALL. I was hopeful enough to believe that the Filipinos are smart enough to not have an impeached president back in Malacanang. I thought, hinayaan lang siya tumakbo para lang pagbigyan siya and well, him joining will defeinitely “help our funds”, pero seriously, him running second and having a possible second chance to the position? Un-fucking-believable!
Don’t even get me started on who lead the senatoriables.
Ganito na ba talaga kabobo at katanga ang Pilipinas? I’m so disappointed. And so hypertensive today.
Where do I find the drive to stay here, serve, and stay hopeful for a brighter future? My first go at this is so disappointing. I think it shriveled most of my idealism. *sigh*
“Since I don’t have anymore guts to shut you out of my life completely in one go. I’m taking it step by step.”
—Me
Petrichor →
en.wikipedia.org
Petrichor is the name of the scent of rain on dry earth.
OMG. So that means…
petrichor = alimuum (spell?) = Angeli Guadalupe
:))
“Nahulog ang loob ko sa’yo. Bakit, paano nahuhulog ang loob? Puwede mo ba itong pulutin?”
—Ang Ikatlong Kuwento, Para Kay B ni Ricky Lee
“The future of rock belongs to women.”
—Kurt Cobain
“Maybe, I don’t seem to get it too. :( I need a whack on the head. Or more stuff to do perhaps? This is making me agitated/anxious/lonely/stressed.”
—Me
“I’m trying to put the dot right where it should be, but you just don’t get it.”
—Me
politics schmolitics
I don’t like talking politics with family.
The conversation just doesn’t end on a nice (or neutral) note. The way I see it, either my idealism is still intact and my dad was just corrupted by time and experience OR I make bad choices and they’re older and wiser by experience.
I’d like to believe it’s most probably the first. I can support what I have to say thank you very much.
I really just don’t like it when they go all nega on me about the election and the economy. Makes me feel like I don’t have any idea what I’m talking about, even when I have a lot to say that makes really good points you know.
HELLLOOO. I’m part of the new generation of voters. A little support please?
